Allie Capobianco
Children’s Literature, Spring 2012
Reader’s Sketch
01/15/2012
A young reader isn’t really a reader at all, she is a listener. She listens with excitement as her mother reads from her favorite story book. I vividly remember curling up under my warm fuzzy blanket, watching my mother’s mouth form the words from one of my favorite story books. The bright, flowing colors came to life before my eyes as I gazed at the pages. The first few times I listened to this story, I was entranced by the excitement and anticipation – would all the letters make it into the tree? By the third time, I chimed in with my mom repeating what would define my young life as a listener: “Chicka chicka boom boom, will there be enough room up in the coconut tree?” Repetition and rhythm defined my early days of reading. Any book with a little song or with rhyming instantly became a favorite. On Christmas Eve, I would lay my head in my mother’s lap; she would gently stroke my hair as she read “Twas the Night Before Christmas” to me, changing her voice to reflect the altering voices of the characters and tones of the story. I can still clearly hear Santa’s voice, as portrayed by my mother, calling on his Reindeer to take to the sky! At this point, I was perfectly happy listening to stories and letting my mind make sense of the words spoken to me, creating images and connections to my life.
After listening for many years, I began to find myself yearning to imitate the character’s voices for myself. I wanted to see what it felt like to become the story teller instead of the listener. Being interested in Princesses and fairytales, I began to read stories like Cinderella and Sleeping Beauty. Reclining in a chair outside on the deck, I would quietly read to myself. Our deck looked out onto the woods, so I would imagine all the enchanted creatures that must lurk out there. Looking across the woods through the tangled and twisted branches, I could see a single house, painted black. I just knew this house was inhabited by an evil witch that would surely do something horrific to me if she got the chance. When the smoke from her chimney began to rise in the chilly autumn air, I closed my book and went back inside.
These adventurous stories inspired me to explore my own story telling abilities. I went from being the listener to the teller. Now, at bedtime, I would sit up in bed while my mom sat at the opposite end. I could tell me mother loved listening to my stories about enchanted castles and evil step mothers because she always listened intently and reacted to different parts of the story as I knew she would. When Princess Alexis finally came face to face with the despicable frog that was trying to capture her, my arms became cartoonish and huge, my fingers curled and twisted, and my voice became deep and scratchy as the frog spoke his evil words. After countless nights of different (but very similar) stories, the ideas flowed less and less until I just sort of lost interest in these fantastic stories. My reading career then turned in a different direction – one that has endured to this day.
In elementary school, we had something called DEAR – Drop Everything And Read. For 20 minutes once a week, the whole class would be silent as the students sat with their book of choice and read. The first few times, I would usually forget to bring a book and just read one the teacher had available. I leafed through a few boring books, barely reading them, just counting down the minutes. One day, I found a book on the teacher’s shelf that had green gooey looking letters spelling out “Goosebumps.” Underneath this, I found the title of the book, The Haunted Mask. What really intrigued me was the picture on the cover – a kid in overalls with a horrifying mask. I felt a tinge of fear mixed with excitement, this was a feeling I liked. I found a spot to sit under an art table in the corner where it was still light enough to read, but dark enough to provide the perfect ambiance for this type of story. Those twenty minutes flew by! From the first few paragraphs I was hooked. After DEAR time was over, I asked my teacher if I could borrow the book to continue at home. I opened to my Daisy printed bookmark right away on the bus, and continued my reading throughout the night. I was entranced by the plot. I was terrified, yet extremely excited and I couldn’t wait to find out what happened next. When the little girl in the story couldn’t get the mask off her face, I felt a dreadful horror well up inside me. I knew this was the feeling I would search for in a story. I read many more books from the “Goosebumps” series, and the thrill was always pleasurable for me. I had found my reading niche.
A few years passed, and I was beginning to find the creepiness in the “Goosebumps” books to be less and less terrifying, until they really weren’t giving me the same feelings as they had before. I was desensitized. I think I was in fifth grade when I decided to read my first Stephen King novel. It was by chance that I chose this author, as I didn’t know the book was by him until after I read it. I was browsing my mother’s bookshelves, sliding my fingers over the book jackets, picking out the ones that looked interesting. I came across a hard cover novel with a colorful cover. It had a picture on it that instantly caught my attention. A little suburban neighborhood with quaint little houses, except while one of the houses had children playing outside of it, another one was on fire. In front of the houses, there was a terrifying wolf, and peeking out from behind one of them was a ghostly man with a gun. The title was also intriguing: The Regulators, by Richard Bachman. I had never heard of Richard Bachman or the regulators, so I decided to read a few pages to see if this was something I might like.
Just as The Haunted Mask had done years ago, this book instantly fascinated me. The plot was anything but simple. A quiet suburban town begins to slip away into an unknown and terrifying place, a place where children are being shot in cold blood on the street by a group of common television characters. They are all from different shows, yet in this story, they’ve come together to terrorize this small town. A young autistic boy seems to know the motivation behind this senseless murderous rage – and it’s called Tak. Tak is never fully explained, but it seems to be some sort of evil sprit that, when let loose, causes the worst destruction one could imagine. This dark and twisted plot was what I had been seeking. It provided me the excitement, terror, and adrenaline I wanted. Only later did I find out that “Richard Bachman” was actually Stephen King. I credit my love for reading to The Regulators and to Stephen King.
In every forward passage written by Mr. King, he thanks his “constant reader,” and I can be fully classified as just that. Since reading my first King novel, I have read every book and short story he has ever written. It would be impossible to pick a favorite! I remember watching the movie “It” when I was young, and I was so scared of the clown and have had a lifelong fear of sewers ever since. So, in my late teens I decided to read the book. I read it in the summer, and the first few chapters were read under the hot sun in my front yard. I laid on my stomach on the freshly mowed grass and began to read a horrific, yet inspiring tale. This book was another milestone in my reading history because it showed me a new aspect of reading. The connection I had with the characters was real; I knew these people, and they were like my friends. “The Loser’s Club” became a part of my life. I would think about these characters even while I wasn’t reading, and long after the book had been finished.
Continuing with this theme, I should mention my favorite story of all time. I decided, after much deliberation if I was ready for the journey, to open the cover of
The Gunslinger, the first of “The Dark Tower Series” books by Stephen King. Less scary than some other books by King, this story was adventurous, emotional, sometimes dark, and yet always twisted and surprising. For about four months (the time it took me to read all the books), my life was overtaken by the
Dark Tower. I Followed Roland Deschain and his ka-tet (group of three) as they embark on a mission to, simply put, save the world, thus fulfilling their ka (destiny). Every word in the entire seven book series touched me on an emotional level that has yet to be matched by any reading experience. These characters were closer to me than most of the real people in my life, and I still miss them, to this day.
I am lucky. From an early age, I discovered something that could take me away from the world and make me forget about any problems I was having. I found my love for reading, and specifically, found an appreciation for all literature, even if my favorites happen to be very dark and sometimes outright sadistic. From the early days of listening to rhyming patterns of my favorite childhood stories, to the adult years spent with my eyes burning after a night of reading “just one more chapter” in a new Stephen King novel, my life has been filled with amazing stories. I find that a story itself is not what keeps me reading, it is the emotions and feelings these stories provoke.